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Especially If You're Me

from The Bowdoin Years by Sammie Francis

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So I’m home alone
Again tonight
It wouldn’t make much
Of a difference to me
If it wasn’t New Years Eve
He was lying
And I was crying

Dying, is being alone this night

‘Cause it’s all frozen in
But it’s warm outside
I wouldn’t know, I haven’t been out
That’s what they’re all saying
So I’ll just turn it off
And I’ll shut down too
So I won’t allow myself
To feel anything

I read through the older notes
He wrote me
They don’t come as often
Anymore
But I still love him
More and more and more
Tell me how does that work out
And damn, Adam
You never sounded so good
It’s been a long winter
But things are only getting better
For me

‘Cause it’s all frozen in
But it’s warm outside
I wouldn’t know, I haven’t been out
That’s what they’re all saying
So I’ll just turn it off
And I’ll shut down too
So I won’t allow myself
To feel anything

But it’s impossible
Not to feel anything
And it’s just not right
To make me feel this way
It’s so hard right now
It’s so hard right now
Especially if you’re me

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from The Bowdoin Years, released January 1, 2010

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Sammie Francis Portland, Maine

Sammie Francis grew up in Maine and has been writing and playing music locally for over 10 years. She is primarily a high school English teacher, but otherwise enjoys writing music and listening to Laura Marling. Her latest album, 'The Kite and the Shore', was released in September of 2013. ... more

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